February 2, 2007

Dear Berris,

Now that was something you had not shared with me before. I knew that you were dealing with another spirit of some sort but had no idea of the possibility of childhood sexual abuse. It seems that this little girl is trapped or imprisoned and what needs to happen is she needs to be set free. Some will call it "casting out" but that generally relates to demonic posession. What you have may be similar (I don't really know) but is more like a wandering spirit that has somehow attached itself with you. This happens quite frequently with people who have undergone traumatic experiences and often times can be misunderstood as a defensive mechanism of your sub-conscience mind.

Perhaps it is better that this group you are with will somehow help you get to a point where you can release her and let her go. I am still of the strong opinion that this other personality is with you because she in some way provides you company and maybe some degree of comfort. I say that because she is familiar to you and has been with you for along time. I also know without any doubt that when you are ready to let her go and take the necessary steps for departure - she will go. One thing I know about other entities, especially those that come from the fallen realm, they can only habitate people who have allowed them to do so. It's like giving someone permission to live with you in your house. When you no longer want that person abiding with you, you must ask him/her to leave and he/she must abide your request. The other thing I know about such spirits is that each has a name. Have you asked her what her name is?

The first step you must take to be released is stop believing you can't. By your own admission that you can't - you won't. You must believe you can and will be delivered! That is a fundamental truth to achieving healing or recovery in anything. That also happens to be how one's faith becomes real. After hearing the Word - one must then truly believe before any degree of healing can take place. It has to start with your truly believing and in this case, if you really want to rid yourself of this person, you're gonna have to tell her that you hate her and she is no longer welcome in or with your person. If this is what is actually taking place in your life - no amount or type of drugs are going to do anything for you except disipate your own spirit and keep you numb from reality. I would start by being free of the drugs and deal with the reality at hand. By remaining drugged up - you will never get to face the reality of your affliction. You must face it and deal with it. Unfortunately, anti-depressants and drugs like these will never allow your conscience and sub-conscience minds to meet and battle it out.

I know you can but this is likley going to take a great deal more prayer and fasting. I am not sure though how effective my prayer efforts will be long distance if you are first not willing to let go of this little girl. I will continue to hold you up in prayer Berris and hope that you give my advice some serious consideration.

That is where the battle needs to be fought. It's not enough that I believe you can be healed Berris. You must want it more than anything else and believe that you can attain it. If you do believe - keep asking God while you give thanks to Him for His mercy and compassion on your life. It sounds like He has put others in your life that genuinely care for you. Share this with them and see what they have to say about it.

For the love and power of God in Christ Jesus, be free of that which keeps you at enmity with God - AMEN

With all sincerity and love for the truth and our scattered brethren abroad,

Nicholas A. Stivers, a humbled God fearing man, scribe and messenger.
Author; Apostasy Revealed published 2003 by Mountainview Publishing ISBN: 1-928602-92-4