I sometimes belive iam a sociopath, but i don't know for sure.
How would someone know if they are a sociopath?
I am 16 year old male and beginning to be a bit frightened of what i might be.
I will make a few points to why i wonder if i am a sociopath.
I had two relatives that died recently and i didn't feel a thing for their deaths. I didn't even care for those that were close to them.
I have regularly made plans to conquer the world and rule it from behind the scene.
I can fake almost every emotion and is highly adaptable to new social groups.(might have something to do with being the middle child.)
Don't have any close friends and those i call friends i have no feelings for. The only reason i hang out with them is to save me from this dull existence.
I hate a guy i went to school with for nine years(he had ADHD and made it hard to like him) and often got into fights and never felt guilty about it. The only feelings i have had was rage and a fear of being punished by the teachers and such.
I have sometimes thought of how hunting an human would feel and how the person would react.
I am also a moral nihilist, misanthrope and regularly parasitic.
Also i am not a pathological liar. Though i can lie very good so people don't know the truth from the lie.
Another thing is as a child i had a great ability for empathy. I actually couldn't hurt someone because i could feel it happening to me. The last two to three years i have lost most of this but still can fake it quite good.
the last thing is that i have feelings for a girl, however i don't know if its love or something else.