Yes, I think you yourself know you are quite narcissistic. I've read and studied about narcissistic individuals before, but I've honestly never come across one to your degree.
You are, to say the least, fascinating.
So when you do grow old, because everyone eventually does... what then? What will be the purpose of your life? Just look at your studio portfolio pictures until you wilt in a nursing home?
Also, I think you are also suffering from what professionals call delusions of grandeur. Or maybe I shouldn't use the word 'suffer' because you seem to enjoy thinking you are better than everyone else. And yes, sounds like you may have a personality disorder. Does that bother you at all?
This entire world bothers me woman. I have to grow old and that's enough suffering, I don't need people rubbing it in.
Okay, maybe it's time for me to come clean. Basically everything in this thread was a pack of lies. There is a few reasons for this so bear with me people. The main reason was boredom, that's the truth.That's not all, I was trying to experiment with an arrogant persona, and that's easier to do behind a computer then in person. I understand arrogance and self-love are the keys to self- destruction, best to be humble in life but I wanted to see anyway.
I decided to read up on Narcissistic personality disorder, then implement the symptoms onto myself (and I'm surprised nobody caught onto this apart from person). It was to see how easy people can be taken in to give wrong diagnosis over the internet, it happens a lot, not just on this site. People should never diagnose themselves with anything, if you're in distress see somebody.
I don't have Narcissistic personality disorder, I'm a nice person, but I wanted to see how influenced people can be by simple words. It seemed to work because I got a lot of responses, when I knew the thread was drying up I admitted it was for attention, this was to create more responses, even if they were abusive.
For me, this thread was a psychological experiment and it did work. But I'm not proud of it, It's just words on a computer screen. I hope nobody takes offence.