Well ignorance is bliss. :-)

Thank you both for your replies, and you make sense.

Maybe I was afraid of change, but I understand that I would personally want unconditional love, and I guess it is possible to continue loving yourself more and more, even limitlessly?

Plus I must agree that it was changes that brought me to this point.

And also.... yes, ignorance is bliss ^^

I'll never know certain things, and I'm ok with that.

Thanks again!