in my reading..I read all of the words over and over.Looking for what I wanted to hear..I wanted to hear my dads words and validation of things I already knew in my heart......I have to admit though, I skimmed over the words:

"I do feel that you've got all you'll ever need right inside of you now -- and you need to use more strength and courage" Christopher wrote..

Because I thought that was advice everyone probably gets and can use... What a BRAT I was to think that!!!!

Today like a brick(while I was driving) IT HIT ME!!! I have to know MY strengths and USE MY courage to feed my spiritual journey!!!!

Strength to know my insecurities...

Courage to over come them

Strength to know my gifts

Courage to use them.....

I will grow stronger and more courageous..by using STRENGTH AND COURAGE!!!!!!!! LIKE FUEL FOR MY JOURNEY!!!! STRONGER AND MORE COURAGEOUS!!! How could I think that wasn't the "MEAT" of the reading... IT IS WHAT THE READING WAS MEANT FOR..
I"VE GOT THIS!!!! Time for learning..Time for listening...Time for teaching...Time for healing..now time to balance it all...

Big hugs. Everyone gets it at some point.

LOL thanks Ryan it took an invisable Brick to hit me.. Ryan PLEASE pray for less violent moments for me please.. :-) Maybe a flash of light in my head or a bell ringing...NOT A BRICK! :-) Hugs backatcha!!!

Andrea...I think it had to be a brick!! You are hard headed,,and dont accept things easily. You question everything..That is wonderful about you!! But it definitely had to be a brick.Kinda like when you left your guy that time and walked out..had been dodging marrying him for so long and then it hit you..kinda like a brick!! LOL!! I just love that about you! You are your own woman and you are not gonna just accept anything that comes your way...that is a wonderfully wise to be!!! Hugs!!! Marcy