I find myself hesitant on the wording...because I am one of those weak average normals...but I do agree that the bipolars do rule in many things. Just like gay men and fashion:-)
I am sorry that you miss your girlfriend. Loneliness sucks. But you will be back to your old self with her before you know it. You like the rush and maybe that is what you need, in moderation.
On another note...
I appreciate your caring posts. I have emailed you before on that(by private email) ....You obviously have kind sides to you. I choose not to flee, I have a certain respect for you, but you are a bitter pill I would think to some.
Question: were you shewolf yesterday? Just wondering.