Now let me get this straight, Katie. You are 17. You have had a variety of serious sexual relationships. One lasted three years, and two lasted over one year each. When did you start having these "serious" relationships, age 11?
lol, only the 3 year one was sexually serious. and yes.. before that i made a few mistakes when i was 14.. but the 1st year relationship wasn't sexual at all. and i'll be 18 in a month.. first one was 12 to 13(no sex), then 13 to 14(mistakenly lost it..), then 15 to about 5 months ago (we were in the high triple digits). so i've tested the waters just a little.. enough to know that those relationships didn't fail or flourish because of the sex.. :]
well, i may never quite have the relationship i want without good sex.. but nobody ever has quite the relationship they want.. even if there is good sex.. and like i've said the only thing about this relationship that is lacking is the size, the sex isn't really even that bad, everything else is perfect, by my standards, so since i'm not too crazy about sex anyway, we'll be alright. and i'm infertile and cannot have children.
Interesting. You have the arrogance to demand the perfect man, someone who will love you unconditionally and offer you great sex? What do you have that's so great about you? Apart from your desires for immediate sexual gratification, do you have anything you can offer anybody?
To these men you are merely an instrument for masturbation. Unless you are educated, unless you have talents, unless you have wealth, you are nothing to anybody. You can't even bring forth a life, which is what so many strive for. To many, having a child is some sort of achievement and you can't do that.
I only hope for your case you have something more worthwhile going on then just mindless sex.
I also hope you're using some form of contraception.
The realationship you're in is destined for failure. For one, penis size matters to you and in a few years children will matter to him. Can you see yourself living with this man until you're 80? Probably not.
The idiocy of youth.