My thoughts are normal!? Thats such a relief, I was worried I was turning into a serial killer or something! Thank you so much it will really help me relax. I will try and let the thoughts just pass now I know they dont mean im insane!
Yes, there perfectly normal.
"... a questionnaire to healthy college students and found that virtually all said they had these thoughts from time to time, including thoughts of sexual violence, sexual punishment, "unnatural" sex acts, painful sexual practices, blasphemous or obscene images, thoughts of harming elderly people or someone close to them, violence against animals or towards children, and impulsive or abusive outbursts or utterances"
You wont turn into anything you don't want to, remember that and you'll be fine! :)