I come from a long line of soldiers. My family has fought and/or died in every major conflict the US has ever had. My family has a nice collection of folded flags. My favorite only has 48 stars on it.
So I joined in on this tradition as well. As a 13fox I directed artillery. Everyone handles death a little differently but they are all afraid. I watched them breakdown and cry. They are not warriors. They are soldiers with feelings and families. They are just normal people who cry at night and pray. Soldiers do not survive war. They get post traumatic stress. They suffer horrible consequences that ripple through their remaining years. Tortured souls... if you will.
Watching people die and knowing you could die that same way makes you question your actions if you don't believe in them. That was my problem. I didn't believe in what I was doing. It was all political crap. The new president... the old president. **** on all those politicians. Sure it's nice to wear a uniform, carry guns and look cool. Maybe even kill people but die for something I don't believe in.. nah.
I started looking into Japans Bushido. The way of the warrior. A code of living that Samuri took. Samuri were not soldiers. They were warriors. People who dedicated their lives to the art of war. If you crossed a samuri, as a civilian, he could kill you. But samuri were respected because everyone knew that a samuri was a warrior and warriors protect their own. Samuri also had a lord or master they dedicated themselves to. This was someone they respected. They didn't have a president that changed every four years either. They knew their lord. He was always their lord.
In battle the samuri always knew what he fought for. His life had meaning and purpose. Also... Samuri were warriors. Everyday they trained their minds to fight and kill without remorse. They did not fear death in combat but celebrated it as a glorious way to die. To die... fighting for what you know is right. Believing in your cause. That is honorable death.
The Samuri were mentally and physically warriors. Warriors don't suffer post traumatic stress. They don't want to run away or go home. Warriors are trained to war.
If you study Bushido it becomes obvious that the mindset of a psychopath is best fit for a samuri. Psychopaths feel displaced in todays society. We are natural warriors but we live in a world of soldiers. So without purpose there is the void of emptiness. Feeling as if your great purpose was missed.
It should be us that fight your wars. We should be raised to defend our people. We, the psychopaths, who feel no fear, no nightmares, no post traumatic stress. Societies greatest assests are wasted. So what I try to do.. my purpose.. is to project a positive influence on you lesser creaters lives. Maybe if instead of hunting and preying on people... we protected and helped them... nah they'd still hate us.
I used to be materialistic. Then I got a lot of stuff and realized it wasn't important. It's hard to believe in humanity. No one is of a childs mind anymore. Everyone lives their cheap and unforfilling lives in bland form. You're all boring and you want everyone else to think the same confirmed ways you do but thats your weakness. Your lack of imagination, creativity and your judgement of one another based on materialistic crap... reminds me why I don't care when I stomp on you.
But there are good people out there. People who don't believe everything they are told. People who think for themselves because they didn't listen to societys crap thus their selfesteem is good. People who still have light in their eyes and imaginative drive. Cut the heads off the rest of you. LOL
Bushido: The way of the warrior.
Bushido. Kanzo Uchimura, another man who tried to pervert Christianity to fit his warrioristic beliefs. It never took hold, loving and showing compassion to your enemys was a great concept lost on them.
Bushido is what led Japan to militarism, and Japan's abhorrent treatments of prisoners of war during WWII.
The British army don't accept psychopaths in Afghanistan; 17 men diagnosed psychopaths decided it would be a fun idea to force Aghan children from their homes and burn them down, leaving them homeless.
Those people are cowards, not worthy of serving with heroes.
Obviously you would wouldn't do the same, but you would have to create boundaries for yourself.
Toby, your opinion is and always has been completely null in value to me. If for any reason at all you stopped posting here and never did again... I would be greatful. But Im not going to set any expectations. Thats always lead to dissapointment.
I think Samuri had many psychopaths among their ranks. I think this was a very good use of psychopaths. We were taken care of. All we did was master the arts of war and expand our culture through philosophy.
If you knew your warriors could sustain battle without suffering emotional trauma... it would probably make it easier to send them to war. It also avoids unnesesary suffering of your people.
Hilter believed in Bushido in support of Japan.
You goint to say he was "honourable"?
Good letter, Whitewolf. Well considered, and gracefully stated. I mean the section before the "rant,--and thanks for labeling the rant as such. That was nice.
Even the rant speaks directly to the issue and is not at all foolish, although not exactly the conclusion I might have come to.
I am so glad whenever signs of intelligence appear on this Forum. Those glimmers of actual human brilliance outshine the boring, useless, stupefying flame wars by orders of magnitude. And good words on these pages--such as Whitewolf's informed understanding of war and warriors--help to soothe some of the pain I feel when I arrive here only to encounter a bunch of boring arguments about nothing but who's on top and who's on the bottom (in his or her own imagination)--all the usual egos at war with one another. Everyone's a loser in that game, amigos.
Recently all the craperoo on these pages has made me wonder if this forum is worthwhile maintaining (I pay for the space, by the way, and, as you see, there is no advertising to cover expenses). Honestly, I am on the fence about this. Please! Let's all attempt to be intelligent about these conversations. That means that we avoid butting heads just for the sake of self-aggrandizement, and only contend when something important needs attacking or defending.
Please remember that I have left this space entirely open. You can post here without registering or disclosing anything--not even an email address. I consider that freedom a privilege If you are going to post here, please ask a question or start a discussion about which you really desire opinions and replies from other visitors to the Forum, or else please give an opinion or reply in a respectful manner. I do not mean that you must respect everyone's opinion--some of them may not merit much respect--but that you respect the Forum by helping to make this space come alive as a focus of non-judgmental honesty, radical self-acceptance, abandonment of prejudices in favor of real information, etc. It began with that kind of thing in mind, and I still believe that it could (with all our cooperation) be that. Personally speaking, I would find meaning in that.
If that kind of space doesn't appeal to you, fine. I understand (I guess). Just go elsewhere where flame is the name of the game, and leave The Dr. Robert Forum for those of us who wish to understand ourselves and others with greater openness, deeper honesty, and abandonment of prejudice.
Thanks, and if I am channeling Capt. Picard, I never tried to, but so be it.
I don't get it. What is so good about a psychopath who want to glorify barbaric rituals of murder and killing?
Why do you coddle this person?
I didn't post that bit about "hitler" by the way.
It's a good idea by the way, because many psychopaths (on here) already say that they would like to join the army.
As you pay for this forum yourself and it contains no advertisements, considered adding a "donate" button?
That is if you have PayPal....
Dr. Robert has suggested several times that the military could be a good career for a psychopath.
These are worth checking out:
Can a Psychopath Be Taught Values and Morals?, and
I Believe I Am a Psychopath.
Toby, a donate button is a good idea. I would donate to keep this space going. And I also agree with you that most of us, not just psychopaths, have that "where do I fit in" feeling.
Dr. Robert, thanks for this space, and I totally agree with you that flame wars are for fools. Intelligent people find more productive ways to communicate among themselves.
Finally, Dr. Long, you don't belong here, and Whitewolf seems a hell of a lot brighter than you. Maybe you are just jealous, Dr. Phil.
It really feels like there is no place for us in todays world. Perhaps it is the culture that i live in. Perhaps i've just lost interest. The void is starting to really take a hold of me. I've tried many things to alleviate it but i just don't know anymore.
I've often thought about my life and how to use it. A career as an assasin would suit me fine but the criminal element in Finland is so pathetic that it's out of the question. I think i would be good at it too. I'm familiar with many ways to effectively kill and torture people. An interest i picked up in my teens.
Professional soldier? I could never stand taking orders that i didn't agree with or did not get the why of them. The thought of being a diversion for others, an expendable, revolts me. I would never go along with that.
An academic? It holds no meaning to me. Getting a high education for the sake of getting a high education seems... pointless as i have no desire to be in a position that requires it. Philosophy, religion, war, warfare, philosophy of war and chemistry fascinates me but spending years in boring classrooms with half-wits makes me want to vomit. In Finland we have a 6-9month mandatory military service and during that time i adviced commanders on troop placement and strategy, i'm very good at it. But i can't stand the politics of it all.
I sometimes think it would be great if another world war erupted. Put me in charge of making decisions you're too afraid to make, a chance to do something meaningful instead of this boring existance where the only stimulation is either to toy with people or outright hurt them.
Where am i going with this rambling? I really don't know. I felt like venting for a change as whitewolf made me think about the samurai. I wish we had such a caste today, i would devote my life to it without a second thought. Give me the permission to just do the things normals can't or wont do.
But, everyone has that "where do I fit it" mentality, not just psychopaths.
But I understand that the more educated society was on the subject of psychopathy, the less psychopaths would feel alienated and shut out from the community.
If you went off and decided to fight, lets say in Afghanistan, and you were known to be a psychopath and did something.... heroic.... then I think that would be a wake-up call to society, that psychopaths just aren't evil, and really aren't that different to them, or anybody else.
You could be a security contractor in Afghanistan or Iraq - Like Blackwater, they are assigned to defend certain figures, like your President or the Queen, and they get paid way more than a soldier.
I'm not trying to patronise you, I have no idea how a psychopath thinks, let alone what job would suit them, it was just a guess.
I'll try to elaborate on the "where do i fit in" from my point of view. The joys of succeeding simply are not present. I don't get any sense of happiness by accomplishing something.
Wealth is also meaningless beyond the point of getting things that i want. I have a place to live and modern comforts, i have no need to amass wealth or stuff. I think it has something to do with the fact that there is no emotion attached to them. The things people work their behinds off to achieve mean absolutely nothing to me so why bother spend my time on it?
Family life? Meaningless beyond having a front if need be. I would just end up hurting my spouse anyways and those things are always nasty. I get enough sex without mock relationships so there is no need on that front either.
Leaders do not want us because they cannot manipulate us. If i would follow someone, it would be on my terms. Which is also the reason having a career in pretty much anything is problematic, i would not follow directions that i did not agree with. I've quit jobs in the past for the exact reason, meaningless menial tasks that don't affect antyhing.
All of the above lead to boredom, which becomes unbearable eventually so i need to change my scenery at some point. That is the void. The unsatiable hunger for stimulation that never gets fulfilled.
So, you have absoloutely no feeling of happiness when you've accomplished something?
Psychopaths are prone to boredom, and need constant stimulation, or so they say.
So, If I may ask, what does "alleviate the boredom"?
What stimulates you?, If anything?
Well i would imagine it varies from person to person but for me playing games is great. I mean games that require thinking to be precise. Sometimes drugs or just simply going out to do stupid stuff.
What kind of games?
I don't wish to derail this thread, Toby. I'm hoping more pople give input to this topic.
I think a psychopath would also be better suited for sustained durations. Where as normal people begin having emotional breakdowns...
Toby, claims 7... psychopaths made 4 girls homeless by burning down their homes. I don't think so. The possibility of seven psychopaths being together is crap. I believe they were just normal people who broke under pressure.
An entire platoon of US marines lost their minds after one of their friends died. An Iraqi laughed at their lose. So they massacred most of a village and blew a childs brains out. None of them were psychopaths.
I believe a psychopaths lacks of emotional involvement required to have traumatic emotional breakdowns. Fear cannot compel us. Hate cannot sustain it's grip on us either. While soldiers grow to hate Iraqis and Afghans... psychopaths would not because we are incapacle of sustaining feelings of hatred.
We are seemingly designed for war. We are more likely to treat others with a fairness than soldiers who are suffering traumatic stress. Able to see past any emotional barriers.
When did I say that? 4 Girls?
And It was a group labelled "psychopaths" by the media, and I was just making the point that because of that psychopaths are banned from joing the British Army. It doesn't matter is you are psychopath or not, everyone is just as dangerous in war time.
I do agree that psychopaths are more fitted for war and fighting scenarios, I was just trying to make the point that the British Army doesn't allow psychopaths, it only allows people that can easily be emotional twisted by their enemies, they could experience empathy that would stop them from firing on an enemy, the enemy then has the upper hand and could kill said soldier. Psychopaths however could not experience that empathy...
But one thing, once psychopaths start fighting in wars, what's stopping them from going crazy and killing anyone? (Stupid question, I know...)
What's stopping me from killing random people now? It's no different. An Afghani means as much to me as a random passerby on the street.
In actuality psychopaths are far more stable than normal people in combat situation.
In my mind I see Toby as someone who thinks that once a psychopath begins to kill.. we will become unstable and kill everyone. But that is not possible for us. But it us very possible for your kind. There have been countless events in current history where normal men have lost their minds and murdered groups of innocent people simply because they snapped.
I won't pretend I understand psychopathy, so I ask lots of questions, most of which appear stupid to you. :-)
Whitewolf - Do you think the same as Hexi, that an Afghan Inoccent is of little to no importance? If you do, that wouldn't be so great in combat...
How old are you, Toby?
Your failure to comprehend his words and twisted interputation is exactly what's wrong with your kind.
All he said was.. an Afghani means no less or more than anyone else to us.
OK, And what exactly is "anyone else" worth to you?
Nothing - So an Afghani is worth nothing? And don't say normal people mean something to you, because you've said the opposite many times.
How old am I? - Irrelevant. How old are you?
"Our kind" :-)
I don't want to turn this into another argument, but other people aren't really worth much to psychopaths are they? I'm not saying others are worth nothing to you, just obviously not much... Or am I missing something? I probably am...
Hati gets destroyed. I don't care.
The US gets attacked on 9/11. This concerns me as this affects me. But unlike all the screaming emotional people... I am not demanding immediate action. I want to first understand why my enemy attacked me. If I understand why... it gives me insight into how to react in a manner most affective.
...but all the screaming and crying emotional people can't see two feet in front of their own eyes. They are angry and scared and they demand BLOOD! So they listen to a foolish leader and before these emotional fools know what's going on... There are two nations completely destroyed by war with millions of people displaced and thousands dead. While at the sametime plunging the world economy into the floor causing the suffering of billions.
Good job you stupid emotional people!!! Impress me further. Tell me of your ignorant reasonings for this. Tell me about how scared you were of WMDs. How you let fear overtake your ability to reason. How you surrendered your freedoms for the illusion of safety. ...I hate your kind. Your kind are responsible for the suffering of the world simply because you make poor emotional choices with thinking about the **** consequences of your actions.
What whitewolf said is the reason why i don't think democracy works. The masses are always, always ruled by fear and ignorance, which are so easy to manipulate by those with understanding. The idea is great but just like communism, it's too easily abused. Crap, i don't mean to turn this into politics.
Communism, in theory, is a great idea.
Is it not?
Please, I don't want to start an argument with you Whitewolf.
I'm not going to start lecturing you on how you should care for Haiti, obviously that won't get anyone anywhere.
I completely understand what you're saying about people who get all emotional, they react differently, they are more likely to think on the spur of the moment. But it's instinctive, it's a survival mechanism.
I'm not going to try and tell you why you should care about others, if you don't know then nothing I say will change that.
Why do you "hate our kind" when 96% (Exact Figure) of serial killers are psychopaths? I really didn't want to fall to your level but I dont mind. :-)
You think I or anyone with intelligence should be scared of WMD's? I don't mind that some guy in a far away country supposedly has a few WMD's - NATO, Europe, America, etc are the best in the world in means of defense. If you become scared of them, they've won, they've accomplished they're goal.
I would always be interested in why an enemy has attacked me, then you can turn it against them and cripple them. :-)
How would you react if you found your daughter dead?
Do you mean that you would say "Oh no, my carpet is stained" and just not care? Or would you emote? Seek revenge? If so, thats what we feel when we hear of country has been attacked, and innocent people have been killed for no good reason.
I don't think that we should have followed you into Afghanistan or Iraq, but that's another topic entirely.
Whiewolf. You feel obligated to protect her, no matter what and no matter what from. If you cause her pain you've failed in that task. She is your purpose. That is not love, atleast not the way i understand it. Then again, i've never felt anything even close to that so i might be talking out of my ass.
Hexi is right, that isn't love, or at least not conventional love.
Love is hard to explain, It's a very strong feeling of attachment....
I could look it up in a dictonairy..
"This diversity of uses and meanings of love, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states."
... But they're not much help. LOL
No, it's love. Hexi just doesn't understand because he doesn't have children.
You cant know for sure if it's love if you have never experienced it besides with your daughter....
You lack the neurotransmitter that creates "love" how then can you experience love?
You can't even define love. More or less denounce my experience with it. Don't hate.
I can't define love. The dictionary can't truly define love, find me someone who can, and I will give the, $500.
I don't denounce your experience with love. I just don't think it was love. You dont have the chemical that creates love, all psychopaths don't.
Read anything on the subject of psychopaths and It will say that psychopaths are incapable of feeling true love. They can experience a sort of love, but nowhere on a scale of the love we feel.
You didn't experience love, I'm sure.
That doesn't mean you didn't feel love, just not our strong type of love.
If you have a better definition of "love" I would love (LOL) to hear it....
Love isn't just one emotion, it's any number of emotions that relate to a very strong sense of affection and attachment.
With my children, I feel such love that I wouldn't even contemplate throwing something of theirs.
I'm not saying I am void of anger, or frsutration, but I would just walk off, and give myself time to cool down. That's my love.
You have children...
Thats a bit alarming.
They aren't religious, by choice. Probably because they are more intelligent than me...
But, I don't mind. I'll stick with my invisible man in the sky. :-)
I forgot to mention that psychopaths have undying spirits.
We would never surrender. I would rather die fighting than ever concede defeat to anyone. I have gotten black and bloody welts in paintball simply because I refuse to surrender no matter how doomed it may seem. Too many times have I risen from the ashes of defeat to achieving absolute victory. Even with weapons baring down on me not even ten feet away... I fight.
This mentality would be devastating to enemy soldiers. To know no matter what you do... your enemy will not stop. They are seemingly evil. Killing your troops in inhumane ways. You know if they catch you... you'll die like that too. Because they don't take prisoners. If they get you... you're a dead man and you have a wife and kid to think about. Eating away at your defenses. They never surrender.
Tha'ts why we bombed Japan. They vowed to fight us to the death. Every man, woman and child. There is no way we could have ever reasonably defeated them.
No, you bombed Japan because you knew that the threat of nuclear attack would not work as a deterrent unless you first show it's destructive power.
I like food. Do you?
LOL @ the French, They're cowards.
The Hiroshima Bomb that got Nagasaki was nothing like the Tsar Bomba. :-)
whats the tsar bomba???
is that anothet type of nuke....???
Yes, It means 'Tsar Bomb' in Russian. :D
Our commonwealths motto - "Peace is sought through war"... As much as I would love to argue against that statement, I cant. It's true. Once Russia and China have collapsed and democracy is fully established, there will be no world peace. Europe has great defence, our economy is the largest in the world. Europes economy is larger than yours. Britain has the 12 largest army (Its ****, I know)... Yet we have the 4th biggest military expenditure, Bigger than Russias.
The 'tsar bomba' could obliterate London and most of Surrey, (They're posh, noone will miss them) but It could destroy even more of Paris than it could anywhere because Paris is so small yet dense.
Good thing now Russia and China are working on nuclear weapons that leave no nuclear fallout... Oh, and we also have more Nukes than China. :D
I would like to see how America would handle a war on their soil, something the've not really experienced before... Britain has experienced battle uncompared, we have a pride filled sense of history when it comes to battle and war.
No doubt America could handle a war on its land, jsut would be interesting to see how it would play along...
The size of your army means nothing to the US DOD. We are the supreme military force on Earth. We shattered soviet tactics and crushed the third largest army in the world without even losing 200 soldiers.
A war that shook history itself. Never before in the history of man has a war been so one sides and genocidal.
Since then our military might has continualy folded. Refining even the best. Masters in the art of war... my nation could crush the pitiful existance of anyone anywhere in the world.. remotely.
Your pilots in England are supposed to be good. How do you think they would fare if they were dogfighting a remote fighter jet? Pilots are limited by g force in their manuevers but not a remote fighter. I can see the brave and proud pilots of Britain.. valiently fighting. Against all odds you would fight but nevertheless be massacred as your planes were blown out of the sky. Even those you could shoot down would mean nothing in victory. Just remote planes... no enemy kill. Your air force would fall but more over your peoples moral would be crushed...
I don't ever see the US doing that to the British but it is that morally crushing tactic that we use against nations. Terrorists can run and hide but a lot of good that does. We'll just blow your entire village up and claim it was s terrorist trainibg camp. Militaries fear us. Always the barrage before the storm when you face the new US. We are merciless yet use precision.
I have no doubt that china is slowly being absorbed into the free world. They don't want to fight the US. We're the nation that exposed their space flight as fake. They can't achieve what we did 50 years ago. But they love selling us stuff and we love giving them our way of life.
World conquest through pepsi, McDonald and coke. Oh and the British chip in with Burger King. Put down your guns and eat cheeseburgers, world. Yes, soda is good and so is AC.
China is compatible with the rest of the world. It's just Russia. They keep fighting it.
In modern warefare 2 the US is invaded by Russia.
If for some reason, Britain and America fought I have no doubts that you would win. But you can never crush our spirits, you can never demoralise us.
Here we just call them burgers. LOL - The slice of cheese means nothing. :D
China would be hard enemy for you to take though, their army is much larger than yours, but they have inferior style... everything.
I don't like Pepsi. I like Coca-Cola, Mcdonalds, KFC. And, your versions of our flag. They make me laugh, they're always wrong, and it says "Proudly Made In America" on the bottom. :P
Good tactic. Make terrorists fat, then you storm the caves and they can't get to their weapons fast enough. LOL
I'm stuck on Modern Warfare 2, On the end level 'loose ends', I try running down the hill and shooting everybody quickly, but I always lose...
I was actually saying we have a small army...
We still rule! :-)
Who do you think would win between the US and China?
The Chinese people could run at the Chinese army armed with nothing and the army would be screwed...
Youre making an overweight joke against your fat self? Aren't I the one who should be steriotypicaly fat? Poor diabetics. At least you don't suffer alone. Tons of fat people are diabetic. Thats most of my nation. It's nice to be sexy and sleep with sexy people. They're so shallow and naive.
Sorry I'm fantisizing about life. I do so enjoy existance. I have the imagination of a single child. Oh how it has helps to be creative.
I realized the mistake I've been making. I've been feeding peoples steriotypes inorder to amuse myself with their retarded reponses. I should just be more honest and boring.
As it turns out I usually spend the majority of my helping others. I feed them, counsel them, raise their spirits and give them a sanctuary of a friend. Someone they can confide in. Like even now I tell no one anything of Cboos life. On some levels i even understand why she did it and i accept it. Thats just how I roll.
I don't know what it's like to really hate anyone. I can't do it. It's like the feeling of hate just fades away. I lack the ability to.. power the emotion. In the moment I can be angry but somehow if others start yelling and screaming I suddenly calm down. It's as if them losing their minds makes me more focused. I still argue but because I'm not angry I tend to start laughing... which makes them even more angry. But honestly... people look funny when they are angry.
Life is always a game to a psychopath. We are more like game masters than players though. We don't experience the intensities of emotions.
You ever thought you might be dead inside? I have. It's a horrible thought. Why can't I get hurt? Why don't I cry at funerals? Why is it always funny? People don't trust me because I can't emotionally bleed with them. Thats how... people bond. Emotional experienes. So I have to fake it.
Why do I have to be the bad guy? It gets so old.
My lack of emotional capacity is not a disability? There's no drug to fix me because I'm not broken. But being born different... born special.. does seem to have drawbacks. Just like Jesus... everyone hates you. You tell anyone irl the honest truth that you are a Psychopath... consider yourself crucified.
I'm sure if we lived in a more primitive culture.. my contribution to society would be significantly more valuable and I would not be precieved in a negative light but more admired as a defender.
Do people realize I would help them if I saw they needed assistance? Or do you all assume I wear black clothing and shades... maybe trenchcoat and do angry stuff? LOL.
Really... people are animals. I think the only real defense against a psychopath is self control and we will test it. Given enough exposure... you will have no choice but to like or accept me. Look at Toby... I infected him with the kindness attack. That and guys are more forgiving.
I'm sorry but in my experience... women... especially teenage girls can be the cruelest people on the planet. Far more hateful than I could ever be.
I'm not really jealous of the being angry crap. Also I love women and instantly apologize for being offensive to their race. (cause they ain't like guys). I may be a psycho but I'm still a guy. I don't really think women can be psycho.
I dont have type 2 Diabetes, I have type 1. Type 1 isn't caused by eating, or being overweight. It's your body atacking itself, it's worse than type 2. I miss lots of sugar. :-(
It's estimated I will die before I'm 55. I try not to think about it, If I show I'm worried to anyone close to me, they will just worry that I'm worrying. :D
I've got to have 4 injections into my leg a day, Or my blood sugar will drop too low - and I will eventually die. LOL
You don't cry at funerals? That's fine, Dont pretend. Just try not to point and laugh at the casket. :D
Born "special"? Sorry, you're no more special than me, or anyone else. It's pointless arguing that Empaths are superior, it's just not true, noone is superior or "special".
You infected me with "Kindness"? It worked, I don't care, I would've gotten to where I am anyway regardless of how you treated me. You just sped it up, Thanks.
So basically, "Kindness attack" insinuates that even on here you are lying, not being your true self. Tell people to **** off again, 'twas fun.
There would be no point in lying.
You and your misguided thoughts remind me of someone named David. I hated David!!!! LOL love the joker. He was such a good twisted psychopath.